Life is funny

So I have been very addicted to reading blogs but not so much on keeping up with mine, it seems rather rude to me. I read about someone else's world but don't let anyone in to mine.

I did find humor in the fact that I just signed in to my account and saw that of the 4 blogs I tagged on here that I follow, 3 of which were always updated, no one really has been doing theres either! Actually I must give props to my sister who apparently updated hers 4 days ago, that is AMAZING (love you if you are reading this!!)

Well life has been going fast, what we've been up to I can't pinpoint other than loving where we are and enjoying our precious family every minute of every day.

I will try to be better at blogging, I will think about what to say, but for now I have got to go be MOM!!

life as I know it...

I have decided that life as I know it has changed. I have also realized how great this change is! If you have remotely kept up with me through this blog (which has been left alone far far too long) then you have a clue as to what my last year has been like.

Today we woke up to a BEAUTIFUL snow. It was forecasted to ice/sleet first then snow, but we, here in Enid, lucked out and got only snow which didn't start until about 4pm yesterday and is still going (it's 2:30p)! It is absolutely beautiful! There are many people in Oklahoma who would rather not have the snow, I on the other hand, LOVE IT! I almost wish I could live in Wyoming. Have you ever been? If so, you know what I am talking about, if not, you MUST go in your lifetime! However, a wise man (my husband) is always quick to point out to me how I love the summer, spring and fall too and that living in Oklahoma gives me the perfect mix. He is so right!

If you live in OK, you know that we were fortunate enough to have a beautiful snow fall on Christmas Eve this past year, well beautiful in Enid, OKC & Tulsa probably don't agree, they had up to 2 feet and in some places more with the snow drifts, it was a bit crazy, even for my taste! For me, that snow was so peaceful and wonderful on such a great occasion, but with preparing for Christmas and all that goes with it, I didn't get to enjoy it as much as I would have liked, so todays snow day was welcomed by me!

Today as Cassidy and I were out in the snow playing, sledding and making snow angels, I took a moment, teared up and thanked the lord that I have been so blessed with my life. I am in no way saying that my life is perfect or has always been easy. I am just thankful for the punches it has thrown me which have taken me on the path to which I travel. It is more than I could have hoped for!

If you are reading this and wonder what your life is about, I challenge you, if there is snow on the ground or the next time you get snow, put some warm clothes on, go outside, lay down and make a snow angel! Love every minute of it, then get up and take a look at your creation, I promise, it will be beautiful! (p.s. I don't care how old you are, it will make an impact on you, just do it!)

Now, I am off to get bundled again and outside we go (then in for more hot chocolate!) :-)

The wild world of nursing, with a toddler in the house!

Well, I knew it would happen, the questions. Before Sloan was born Cassidy quickly noticed that mom was becoming blessed in a certain area. Amazing that a 2 year old noticed, but she did! She would often say something in regards to mommy's boobies. One morning before Sloan was born, I was getting dressed and she started in again, I decided to just talk about how mommy will feed the baby with milk that she makes in her breasts. Cassidy asked a few questions but to my surprise they were pretty quick and it seemed we were done with that conversation.

After the birth, Cassidy often would say that mommy feeds the baby with her boobies. She was on track and didn't say too much more.

A few nights ago we heard Cassidy leave her room, sneak down the stairs and peek at us a few times. We let her play her little game and about 15 minutes later Jason went up to check on her. To his surprise she wasn't in her bed. He instead found her in our room, on my side of the bed. She looked up at him and said, "Daddy, I'm nursing my baby, I'll go to bed when I'm tired". Sure enough, she had a baby doll there on her chest, under her shirt and was pretending to nurse! SO CUTE!! Then when we went up to bed, this is what we found, Cassidy asleep in our bed with her baby next to her. Apparently that night she was all about being like mommy. When she was picking out her PJ's she told daddy that she wanted to wear PJ pants and a "tankity" top like mommy, which I was in fact wearing!

She has done this a few times since, but after all she's 2 1/2 and discovering a new world with us so we're just enjoying this time and wondering what funny moment will come next!!

I had to include the next picture. This was the morning after when Cassidy woke up and had to bring her baby doll in to climb in bed with daddy and baby sister. I LOVE MY FAMILY!!

BIG Sister Potty Update

Well, as we expected we had a few bumps in the potty world road once baby came home. Thankfully I can say we have now made it a full week with no accidents. They only lasted a couple days.

However, one funny moment came in the past week when Cassidy told daddy that she needed to go "potty", so off to the bathroom they went. Dad patiently waited as Cassidy made her "twinkles" and then she said, "daddy are you happy now?". Daddy replied with, "I am happy, but I'd be really happy if you made poo-poo too", Cassidy replied: "I don't want you to be really happy daddy, just a little happy"!!!

That's our girl!

INTRODUCING...

SHE'S HERE!! Yes, Miss Sloan Romayne has blessed our world more than we could have imagined! It all happened Tuesday July 7th starting at 12:30 am. I felt those first labor contractions, woke Jason up at 1:00 am and we were quickly up getting our stuff together, getting our great neighbor over to sleep (thanks Elizabeth!) at our house so that we didn't have to wake Cassidy, and then it was off to the Hopsible (as pronounced by Big Sister).

We walked into Labor and Delivery at 2:51 am. Got to our room, got settled and soon after the Anesthesiologist was in. I was suddenly in my state of euphoria and happy as can be. Jason and I were soaking up the moments and loving every minute of what was to come. We were so happy with our Nurse's, they were great! Made us feel so comfortable and were having fun with us!

It was truly a beautiful experience. We were so comfortable with what was happening since we had done it before it wasn't so overwhelming! We were embracing the moment as much as we could!

We waited until 4 am to start making phone calls, we felt that it would look better for those we were waking than if they saw 3 something on the clock, they'd at least feel like they got a little more sleep :-)! Soon, we knew that Jason's dad, my dad and Jason's mom were on their way. The hardest call was to my mom. She was in South Carolina for our annual Family Fourth of July trip that we had to miss this year. We begged mom and the rest of the family to go without us, because we didn't want to ruin every one's holiday. Jason and I really believed that this baby would be born before July therefore mom would have been here, unfortunately we are not good baby predictors! Mom was so happy to be woken up in the middle of the night, what a sport! We missed her but can't wait for her to meet Sloan in just a few days!!

Papa Jeff and Nana Melodie went by our house to pick Cassidy up and brought her to the hospital. When she walked into Labor and Delivery Jason and Sloan were in the nursery getting ready for her first bath. Cassidy's words were, "Daddy, I want to go in there and tickle my little brother/sister's toes". Apparently during the recent days of being asked if she was going to have a little brother or sister, she put the two together and couldn't separate them. It took her a few days to understand that she had a baby "sister".

Once home, we saw what we expected, a Big Sister that was a helper! She has really been great with Sloan, loving on her every minute, a bit too much at times, but it's better than her trying to get her to go away, I guess!

We are pretty much into a routine now, and thankful for all the prayers and help and food. Life is definitely different but full and fun. We truly are blessed to have two beautiful healthy girls!

The Fourth of July came and went...

Well, we really didn't think we'd still be waiting to meet baby #2 on July 6th but who really knows how things are supposed to pan out when they aren't planned?
We welcomed the holiday weekend with open arms thinking that we would for sure see baby in our arms before Sunday came to an end. I guess you could say that it was our way of coping with not being on Sullivan's Island for the holiday, we thought, it's going to be OK because we'll have baby to focus on. Well, we're still waiting and still missing being on the beach, but we know that soon, very very soon, we'll meet baby and next year we'll get to celebrate his/her first birthday SULLY'S STYLE! How fun will that be?!?!?

I feel great, wish I could say that I was totally miserable and that baby must be coming at any moment, but I can't. Though I do still hold out a bit of hope that baby will come soon... :-) You can't blame me, can you?

We spent our 4th in the pool at a friends house, cooked hot dogs, hot links (Jason's way of trying to induce labor), Brats, eating Cheetos's Puffs (daddy's choice for Cassidy), homemade ice cream thanks to Jason, Rice Krispy Treats, Lemonade, and too much more to think about without making myself sick remembering! We loved every minute of our family fourth! While cooking dinner, a big storm rolled in and it poured! The wind was blowing so hard, there were sheets of rain coming down. We were thankful that we had made the decision to keep the evening low key at that time because we knew so many who were outside waiting for fireworks.
Once the rain moved on, we played in the puddles, then off to bathe! Cassidy put on her fancy nightgown and we jumped in the car and drove downtown to watch the fireworks at the ballpark. She loved it! On our way home she was watching out her window for more and she would see one and say "look mommy, look daddy! They're so sparkly". It was precious. But I think the most precious moment came when out of the blue she said, "Happy July Day Mommy, Happy July Day Daddy", Jason and I looked at each other and believe we'll cherish that memory forever!

Potty Training and Baby News...

Well, I am happy to report that yesterday it has been 4 weeks since we took on Potty Training full force and Cassidy has successfully been in BIG GIRL panties since! It was truly amazing how she was ready and excited to take on the change.

Now let's just pray that when baby arrives, she's still happy being the BIG sister and wearing the panties!

She tells everyone that she doesn't wear diapers anymore and that she is saving them for baby!
She even went to our neighbor the other day who is 90 and lifted her dress to tell and show him...he was cracking up!

As for baby arriving, we are anxiously awaiting him/her. Last night at 2, Cassidy woke up happy went to her door and said very clearly, "mommy". Jason jumped up, went to get her and took her back to her bed. He even laid down with her to try to get her to fall back asleep. It was so strange though, she wasn't up set, basically fully awake. She climbed out of her bed, leaving daddy there, crawled, yes, crawled into our room climbed in bed and snuggled as close to me as she could and fell asleep until 7. I couldn't figure out why she did this, then I thought, maybe she in sensing that baby is ALMOST here and she needed some mommy time, which I have NO complaints about! So, the waiting game goes on.....